Uni is almost coming to an end, I'm glad that projects and exams are coming to an end soon. It seems like the road ahead is filled with ample uncertainties. Though I got a job secured for next year, and will be staying on to apply PR, still I don't feel stable or settle or overjoy. Suddenly I think of the conversation I had with Lia and Mark over lunch. She asked me what I was looking for...and I couldn't answer it. What am I really looking for now in life? I know my philosophy, motto of life is to live every single day to the fullest, as if it's my very last one. Then lia's answer hit me, that I'm waiting for confirmation. Some kind of confirmation from something or someone, so that my life will be more certain, settle and stable. Maybe she's right, I'm at the stage of seeking confirmation, certainty... promises...I want to settle!
So what if I couldn't? Life goes on, the sun still rises, the sky is still blue and 440 continue to suck...and I still don't get to go back home end of the year. It sucks...
p/s: thanks quang for the yum char today! It was a great getaway from reality!
*deb still missing home*
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